BLACK&WHITE

-Thursday, July 31, 2008 '

I REALLY REALLY REALLY LIKE OLIVIA LUFKIN'S SONGS. its damn nice eh. go listen people. go listen to "wish", "starless night" and "a little pain". all v nice. i sure listen to them when i on my mp3 one.

i knew about these songs from the anime "NANA". the anime, quite nice la. but the songs nicer. HAHAHA. :D

and so, nothing much happened during curriculum time today, except something which im not really sure about. and then headed down to club again after lessons to do the money things, and the receipts things. I LIKE TO WRITE RECEIPTS AND STAMP THEM. HAHAHA. i think its kinda fun. LOL!

i ALWAYS get distracted when i wanna do homework with my lappy switched on. thats why i will force myself to finish my work before i go online. BUT THEN LEH. esmund asked me to come online to discuss about what to do tmr. the discussion lasted less than 5 minutes, and i wanted to go offline, but i somehow successfully persuaded myself to continue surfing the net. -.-

there are 3 Cynthias in accountancy. -.- and i thought "Cynthia" isn't a very common name, cos ive never met anyone called "Cynthia" except for celebrities. hah. whatever. i still like "Cynthia" as my name. :D

i have poor time management. tsk.

ALL RIGHT. BACK TO MY PACC PAPER. I NEED SELF-DISCIPLINE LA. TSK.

I WILL GO TO BED BEFORE 12MN TODAY. :)

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-Wednesday, July 30, 2008 '

i went to cut my hair today. at first i dont really like it, but now, im fine with it already. HEHEHE. :D

after that went to SP to have lunch. then, went for the F1 briefing. I WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN LOST INSIDE THE CONVENTION HALL. why? because i dont know what to do and who to look for. PLUS, MY HANDPHONE HAD NO BATTERY. then, i was using yuqin's phone to call hweeyee, and I WAS REALLY GLAD THAT I HAVE THE HABIT OF REMEMBERING PEOPLE'S NUMBERS. but then leh, i was really v upset, because i was really really really lost, and dont know who to approach for help.

then i left to return yuqin his phone. but then, i went back to the convention hall, cos i think i should be more patient. BUT THEN LEH. the queue for the interview was so long. @.@ i queued for 2 hours, and it still wasnt my turn yet. i was alone, with no one to talk to. and worst of all, I DONT HAVE A PHONE NOW. then if i leave the queue, i must re-queue. then i beared with everything for 2 hours, till i think, its enough. LOL. so i left the queue, went to find hweeyee, and told her i was going to leave. and then i left my form with her, and i left. LOL.

and i went to FUHUA. today, i had my flute with me. so i played a little. then it was time for band prac to end. im going to FUHUA on saturday for their performance. hehehe.

and then we went home. slept a little on bus, cos i was quite tired.

lately, ive been taking bus to school, and bus home. HAHAHA. maybe i wont buy train concession already. take bus may be slightly longer, but can sleep on the bus. :D and i can listen to my mp3, and no need to walk to change mode of transport. HEHEHE. maybe i'll buy bus concession instead. HAHAHAHA. see first la. :D

alright. wordy entry today. im gng sleep soon. nites. :D

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-Tuesday, July 29, 2008 '

WELFARE EVENT GAMES DAY 08/09!

DAC 09!

AND SO, i have been busy with the welfare event, AND THE DEADLY FOM CA2. THEY'RE ALL OVER NOW. WOOOOO! games day was damn fun la. HAHAHA. ITS REALLY FUN MAKING SANDWICHES (or modifying sandwiches)(with additional ingredients of wasabi, broad bean paste, chilli sauce, curry sauce and mayonaise) FOR PEOPLE TO EAT. HAHAHA. actually, i got take photos of the sandwiches la, but they're in my phone, and i'll upload them another time.

AND ANOTHER EVENT THAT IS OVER IS THE CD PRESENTATION. errr, for the 2 presentations, i think i screwed them up la. i didn say quite a lot of things which i planned to say. BUT WHATEVER LA. ITS OVER ALREADY. HEHEHE.

IM GNG HOME AND SLEEP ALL I WANT TONIGHT. LIKE FINALLY. I WAS HOPING FOR THIS DAY TO COME SINCE 2 OR 3 WEEKS AGO, before the pacc CA. and then tmr, im gng back to FUHUA, to see the kids again. HEHEHE. and hopefully to play my flute too. i didn play last week. MAYBE IF GOT TIME I'LL DO MY ECONS PAPER, PACC PAPER AND PACC TUTORIAL. (but i always dont do what i blog that i plan to do. HAHAHA.)

ALRIGHT. THATS ALL FOR NOW. I'LL BLOG AGAIN, MAYBE TMR. :D

2:20 PM;
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-Sunday, July 27, 2008 '

i need to catch my breath. im really v tired. vvv tired.

seriously, i just hope my guess is wrong. just let it be wrong, and it'll lighten my load by a lot. at times like this, i just wish that i can go back to my secondary school days. everything isnt that complicated, and now, the people from then are awfully missed.

meeting the band juniors later for sp band concert, most prolly. unless i cant make it.

and kok, you were right.

real updates coming up on tuesday. i just need a space to let things out.

i really wanna go back to my secondary school days.

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-Monday, July 21, 2008 '

hello corina, mandy, and the other readers who were kinda hungry for my update. :)

i screwed up my econs CA2. hah. so much for studying so hard since last week, even before the stats retest. damn. i was so confident eh. and that damned careless mistake caused 7 marks to fly away.

and FOM report is due on wednesday. and then im gng chiong tonight, till real late. im not kidding. and then EC CA is on thursday. and next week theres FOM and CD presentation. i need to rush my individual CIP report as well. BUT. im going back to fuhua on wednesday. i wanna play my flute, which i haven played for more than a month. i bet shes super upset that i left her alone for so long. HAH. but before going to fuhua, im gng SP to get my CYA tee.

this week is so packed, all the way to next tuesday. I WANT THE HOLIDAYS TO COME QUICKLY. i wanna start doing all the things that i planned to do already. (i actually have plans for my holidays already. HAHAHA.)

and this is my short update. i hope it satisfies your appetites. next update shall be on next tuesday. HAHAHA. CHEERIOS. :D

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-Saturday, July 12, 2008 '

HAHAHAHA. i think weikiat thinks that ive gone mad. Lol. i dont know. but i think im fine.

airport star orientation programme today was fun, and i didn't regret going at all. i got to know more people who are on duty in T3. its really fun la. and my voice is damn low and sexy now. not because i screamed during the training today (i didn't scream anw), but because i fell sick last saturday. YES I'M RECOVERING DAMN SLOWLY. and during the fun parts today, my laughter was damn O.O la. its so hoarse okay. -.-

and then i went to meet the kids (HAHAHA) and kok after the training at the place where we took bus after lunch last time. and talked to weikiat a lot.

AND, THANK YOU SO MUCH QING TONG FOR EVERYTHING. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT. :D

i feel like dying my hair. i feel like doing a lot of things which i wanted to do but didn't do. but now's not the time. DECEMBER. thats the time i wanna do something i want. and prolly during the holidays thats coming. theres 3 things in my mind that i want to do, including dying my hair. but i'll wait and see if the urge is still there after sometime. i dont wanna do something i'll regret. who does anw? Lol.

ALRIGHT. i doubt i'll be blogging anytime soon la. im gonna get real busy eh. maybe i'll blog after my econs test, after 21/7/2008, or on that day itself. hehehe.

7:17 PM;
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-Wednesday, July 09, 2008 '

i recently realised that ive been losing touch with my homework. O.O and pacc CA2 is next monday. and then theres the STATS RETEST. and then my connection camp, and then after my connection camp, ITS THE ECONS CA2. if there isnt so many tests, i would prolly still not realise that im still in holiday mood. ALL THE WHILE, ive been coming to school to copy lecture notes, and prolly do some hands on for itab. -sigh-

and projects. theres one major one on hand now. and one due much later. -sigh-

reflex. look at me, and i'll smile. :)

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-Sunday, July 06, 2008 '

there is this feeling of fear in me, and its not unexplained. it made my heart pound quite fast all morning. i really hope that it'll just go away. tsk.

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im sick. x( not sick as in perverted la. HAHAHA. sick as in having fever. HOHO.

alright, yesterday went for T3 focus training. morning i was already giddy, a little sick, but i still went. cos i dont wanna miss out on anything important. the mrt was kinda cold. and everytime the train start moving, or start braking, there'll be this "wind" moving the in the train. (you get what i mean right? Lol.) THEN REALLY V COLD. zzz.

then at the airport, ITS REALLY COLD ALSO LA. but i didn bring jacket, cos i didn expect it to be so cold, plus my bag is already full with my laptop. HAHAHA. den training, and blahblah. there was supposed to be an FOM discussion with linlong they all at city hall, but in the end it was cancelled, so i trained home. i slept for most of my journey, cos im really tired. hah.

i trained to pasir ris, then trained back. AND ITS DAMN COLD AGAIN. LOL. by the time i reached boonlay, i was nearly shivering already. den i took 179 home, and ITS ALSO DAMN COLD. i was shivering on the bus. den i reached home, bathed and went to bed.

that was my day. HEHEHE. and now im feeling much much much better already. thats why i can sit in front of my lappy and blog and read blogs mah. but im still not well enough to go shopping today with hweeyee. x( SORRY! NEXT WEEK OK NEXT WEEK OK! but theres FOM discussion later at city hall.

HEY HWEEYEE. this is the elaboration on why i am sick. HAHAHAHA. the essay sms that i sent you is just a summary. HAHAHA. and hweeyee and matthew, thanks for the concern. :) (ahya, i know matthew wont come by here, so, maybe only hweeyee's eyes get to be happy. HAHAHA.) ohya, and thank you melissa, for showing concern when hweeyee and i are down. :) we really appreciate it! (i know hweeyee does too. :D)

ALRIGHT. im gng do my stuffs already. econs, and fom and prolly pacc. :D

simple little things.

10:29 AM;
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-Friday, July 04, 2008 '

i kept refraining myself from blogging about - . (wanna know that word? ask me. maybe i'll tell. MAYBE.) and im still not going to blog about it.

and thank you so much hweeyee, for being there for me. really, thank you so much. i really didn know what to do after school today. i really couldnt go meet the people as planned in that condition. so, really, thanks for accompanying me for that one hour. it really made a difference to me.

and lately, ive found myself searching for happiness, or contentment, from a cup of mcflurry. it actually helped in making me feel better today. but of course, the pacc mst result wasnt the only thing that caused me to become like that.

so after that, i went back to school for my AGM, and hweeyee went back to her secondary school. it was nothing much, and the funny part is the tradition of playing lecture theatre catching. HAHAHA. of course i got caught la. HAHAHA. and then dinnered at je after that. then i went home.

and here i am, blogging. hweeyee my dear, do take care of yourself. anything you want to rant about, feel free to call me. please use your house phone.

and im trying so hard to fight it.

10:06 PM;
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-Thursday, July 03, 2008 '

OK IM BACK. like finally. LOL. pls skip to the 5th paragraph if you want latest updates. :)

SATURDAY. morning wanted to go changi airport to pass hweeyee the itab stuffs. but in the end, i was quite late, and i dont think i would be able to reach the airport in one hour and 10mins from my bus stop. so i went to makan breakfast with papa and mama at IMM. den i headed down to cityhall to find weikiat they all to support them for their flag day. and i actually caused them to walk around the esplanade. DAMN PAISEH LA. HAHAHA. den i headed down to school for cscc meeting.

I WAS LATE. but nvm. HEHEHE. den after meeting got cscc welfare outing at plaza singapura. actual plan was to makan and then catch a movie, buden makan already, den go play pool/arcade. i only played arcade, COS I DONT KNOW HOW TO PLAY POOL. HAHAHA. and then after the outing, some of us (esmund, fion, johnson, joshua, meixian and me) stayed a little longer at gelare to talk a bit. den left. many many many thanks to them for accompanying me to marina bay, den going back to the green line. :D den i headed down to yishun to hweeyee's house. AND I SAW HER DOG. VERY CUTE. HAHAHA. den i pass her the itab stuffs and left already.

den when i reached home, it was 10pm plus. HAHA.

OK. ANW. TODAY'S UPDATE.

i woke up late, but wasnt late in meeting hweeyee. HOHOHO. lately, ive been running quite a lot, to the bus stop. i see my 179 come, den i RUN. HAHAHAHA. somemore is run down slope. Lol. and somemore need to cross road de leh.

but anw, today, lessons were alright. :D BUT HOR. STATS MST NEED TO RETAKE. x( cos one class accidentally received the mst papers from a lecturer, den its best for everyone to retake the paper. O.O

and then EC teacher not feeling well, so today no EC lesson. and was dismissed at 3pm. of cos i was happy, cos can go home already. buden, actually, i kinda miss Ms Armstrong. i think shes quite cute as a tcher. hehehe.

theres AGM for cscc tmr. i kinda looking forward to it leh. cos im quite curious about how its like. hehehe. and airport training this sat, and fom project discussion after airport training, and then sunday free. hehehe.

TMR IS GONNA BE A LONG DAY. OHYA. btw, if i never reply you guys when you sms me right, IT MAY BE BECAUSE MY PHONE IS WEIRD. LOL. it happened a few times already la. so yeah, sorry sorry. if after 1 hour plus i still haven reply, that means its this prob. heh.

7:11 PM;
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-Tuesday, July 01, 2008 '

im in school now. Hohoho. and theres a super long break in school. actually, there was no lesson in the morning, but i guess everyone forgot, and the tutor also expected us to forget/not understand what he said. Lol.

anw, melissa, i saw your entry! thanks for the concern! i really appreciate it. It was really sweet of you. really really really. :D THANKS SO MUCH! but theres one little bit of info thats wrong. hehehe. anw, really really really, thank you so much! that entry really brightened up my day (actually, night, cos i read it last night. :D)

AND TODAY IS HWEEYEE'S BIRTHDAY! not only that, ITS ALSO HOOIKIM'S BIRTHDAY! and yesterday was ALLEN'S BIRTHDAY! and not only that, IT WAS ALSO DOREEN'S BIRTHDAY! and, the day before was WEIKIAT'S BIRTHDAY! and a few days later and its going to be FIONA'S BIRTHDAY! and then theres still more to come!

ive been sleeping really late, lately. and my eyebags that came out before the holidays started, haven showed any signs of disappearing. tsk. and im really really really tired. x( im going to sleep all i want tonight, since theres no school tmr. HEHEHE.

alright, thats all for now. i think i'll update about the welfare outing only tonight. but its going to be outdated. link to meixian or johnson for the updates. HEHEHE. :D

HAPPY HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY
HOOI KIM
&
HWEEYEE!

AND HAPPY HAPPY (belated) 17TH BIRTHDAY
ALLEN
&
DOREEN!

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